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maggot quote of the day
"Sometimes evil has technical issues."
-Lina (@1800ineedshelp), 19/04/24
#good omens mascot#weirdly specific but ok#asmi#maggots#maggot qotd#not sure what they're all plotting#but i am fear
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the funniest meltdown ive ever had was in college when i got so overstimulated that i could Not speak, including over text. one of my friends was trying to talk me through it but i was solely using emojis because they were easier than trying to come up with words so he started using primarily emojis as well just to make things feel balanced. this was not the Most effective strategy... until. he tried to ask me "you okay?" but the way he chose to do that was by sending "👉🏼👌🏼❓" and i was so shocked by suddenly being asked if i was dtf that i was like WHAT???? WHAT DID YOU JUST SAY TO ME?????????? and thus was verbal again
#yeehaw#1k#5k#10k#posts that got cursed. blasted. im making these tag updates after... 19 hours?#also i have been told it should say speech loss bc nonverbal specifically refers to the permanent state. did not know that!#unfortunately i fear it is so far past containment that even if i edited it now it would do very little. but noted for future reference#edit 2: nvm enough ppl have come to rb it from me directly that i changed the wording a bit. hopefully this makes sense#also. in case anyone is curious. though i doubt anyone who is commenting these things will check the original tags#1) my friend did not do this on purpose in any way. it was not intended to distract me or to hit on me. im a lesbian hes a gay man. cmon now#he felt very bad about it afterwards. i thought it was hilarious but it was very embarrassed and apologetic#2) “why didn't he use 🫵🏼?” didn't exist yet. “why didn't he use 🆗?” dunno! we'd been using a lot of hand emojis. 👌🏼 is an ok sign#like it makes sense. it was just a silly mixup. also No i did not invent 👉🏼👌🏼 as a gesture meaning sex. do you live under a rock#3) nonspeaking episodes are a recurring thing in my life and have been since i was born. this is not a quirky one-time thing#it is a pervasive issue that is very frustrating to both myself and the people i am trying to communicate with. in which trying to speak is#extremely distressing and causes very genuine anguish. this post is not me making light of it it's just a funny thing that happened once#it's no different than if i post about a funny thing that happened in conjunction w a physical disability. it's just me talking abt my life#i don't mind character tags tho. those can be entertaining. i don't know what any of you are talking about#Except the ppl who have said this is pego/ryu or wang/xian. those people i understand and respect#if you use it as a writing prompt that's fine but send it to me. i want to see it#aaaand i think that's it. everyday im tempted to turn off rbs on it. it hasn't even been a week
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Me when I remember something I said ages ago that was wrong or my values no longer align with
#my path of self improvement has been less self righteous and personally gainful#and more just. a lot of embarrassment and pain#like i wouldnt change the path i took to get where i am now but i wouldve chosen to travel that path sooner because omg#nothing hits me like the fear that future me will feel the same way about right now me that right now me feels about past tense me
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I want to go to a gay bar
However I do not want to go to a gay bar because I do not, nor will I ever, drink alcohol. I do not particularly want to be around drunks.
So instead of a gay bar, I propose a Queer Cat Cafe.
Hypoallergenic cats ofc
There's a section of the cafe where the cats can't go if you don't want cats near you. That section is the library.
There are lil pride flags everywhere, even the obscure ones.
They sell pride pins for £1.50ish each at the counter.
There are LED lights.
It's autism friendly, lights can be toned down if needed and everything is neatly spaced out
You can have a sticker to write your pronouns on
Mostly queer artists/songs played
feel free to add on
#lgbtqia#queer#gay#lesbian#bisexual#transgender#nonbinary#agender#genderqueer#genderfluid#pansexual#aromantic#asexual#polysexual#omnisexual#demisexual#demiromantic#biromantic#panromantic#skoliosexual#here queer and filled with fear#cats#cat cafe#I like cats#I like cafes#I like queers#I am queer#I am unfortunately not a cat#or a cafe
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I was today years old when I learned that Kalim's headband thingy does not, in fact, tie into a bow
(thank you @fell-fell for informing me)
#my art#twisted wonderland#twst#kalim al asim#kalim al-asim#seriously i did not know this until a friend told me#what else do i not know#everything i know about him is a LIE 💔#i'm not even sure how to tie it the official way#jamil how on earth#please show us#what else am i about to discover just flipping through the magical archives...#fear
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Hey, reblog this if you’re ok with mutuals messaging you and stuff!
Asking for my sanity :]
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...Turns out gay sex actually was the solution.
(This is basically a redraw, come read the real deal over at Tiger Tiger)
#tiger tiger#jamis arlesi#arno#I like to think Arno meant that as an inside thought but it came out as an outside thought. He's rolling with it though.#He did cause a Catastrophic Yaoi event though.#Jamis my beloved. You have the heart of a maiden. The body of an Ox. The brain of a loyal dog.#This is a guy who's okay being attracted to another man but *NOT* aware he's in love or that he's bisexual.#We love him for this. My god. This man is crafted so perfectly. I need you all to at least give Tigers a chance for *him*.#I'm tricking you a little bit because you will actually also fall for Ludo and Luck and Remy and Honeyfoot and-#okay you get the point. There are so many amazing characters in this comic.#I just.. my joke comic of 'gay sex is the solution' feels so ominous now knowing a few weeks later that was going to be canon.#I feel like a jester and a prophet. I don't know if I should tell anymore jokes in fear of what I may predict.#I am putting my hands together for Ludo to get a good smooch in with [redacted] in dragon form.#Also predicting something very spooky is going to go down with the diving bell. We shall see!
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they need to invent an emoji of a guy in a hole that resembles the grave but isnt
#now imagine i said this but had switched urls to cockroachwarrior bc spiritually this post belongs there#but i am attached to this url so as much as id like to i fear ill never change#cavetext#anyway hows everyone doing on this here climbing out of the hole that resembles the grave but isnt monday#(it is tuesday but i havent gone to bed yet)#muted post
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a terrifying presence has entered the room
(bloody ver. under the cut)
#im sorry and / or you're welcome#crow mauler#pyramid head#fear and hunger#silent hill#sh2#horror#digital#fanart#original art#obligatory i liked funger before it was cool but i've been enjoying seeing all the new fanart#and am now brave enough to send this out into the wild :) hi
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doodles as i relive my spideyman phase from eighth grade
#first fanart in a while!#i was rewatching the ultimate spiderman cartoon bc it was my entire childhood lol#also this also happened bc i watched deadpool and wolverine and loved it but also came out of it loving spideypool and i feel like ive been#played. somehow#their dynamic is so good and crazy and i started reading the spideypool run and its actually so insane im crying#anyways here i am sorry i forgot about tumblr for a little bit i just forgot to log in ndjfhdjjr#school starts back up again and i am Excited (fear) but hopefully i can still post stuff ehe#have a good day and week! :3#spiderman#peter parker#marvel#ok bye
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It's so genius that Inside Out 2 uses Anxiety as an antagonising character that opposes Joy, Sadness, Fear, Disgust and Anger without making her an antagonist, or villain. She is trying to protect Riley just like they are, but she is so caught up in her own ways that she doesn't see the bigger picture. And that's exactly what anxiety feels like.
When she realises this, it causes a panic attack (which is also beautifully depicted) and she spirals.
Anxiety is a genius character, and it is so important to me that the other emotions don't attempt to push her out of Headquarters or out of Riley's life but instead find ways of coping with her.
Because Anxiety shouldn't control your life, but she will still be in your life. And it is possible to live with anxiety.
#anxiety inside out#inside out 2#inside out#anxiety#maya hawke#spoilers#joy#fear#disgust#anger#sadness#embarrasment#envy#ennui#inside out anxiety#disney pixar#pixar#i am actually so obsessed with this#pixar nailed this narrative#and maya hawke was amazing#anxiety is so important to me#as a character#but the anxiety representation was also incredible
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In Sophomore Year, Adaine's nightmare vision of herself is in mourning garments, speaking to her underlying fear that, as an elf, she'll outlive everyone she cares about and have to face forever alone.
In the finale of Junior Year, Aelwyn says that she hopes that she and Adaine can eat ice cream and do magic together forever and Adaine with no trace of insincerity agrees. She still has to face forever, but not alone. Not anymore.
#adaine abernant#aelwyn abernant#dimension 20#fantasy high#fantasy high spoilers#dimension 20 spoilers#d20#d20 spoilers#'my dear'#like are you kidding me???#i'm so messed up about the sisters tonight#that's why I'm awake at 2:30 AM#(yes yes I know elves can age normally outside of falinel don't @ me)#(the narrative presented this as a fear Adaine has so I'm engaging with that ok?)
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just thinking about the fact that when neil realised his father’s men were about to kidnap him all he could think of was saying “thank you. you were amazing.” to andrew because he wanted him to know that he was important to neil. just thinking.
#what did u do to me nora#i am jumping#andreil is gonna end me i fear#andreil#andrew minyard#neil josten#neil aftg#andrew aftg#aftg#all for the game#aftg trilogy#aftg fandom#the foxhole court#the raven king#the kings men
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Something something... I forgot.
#The ultimate rizz of being able to make a meannn sandwich#What is he doing on the battlefield when he belongs in the kitchen#Cooking so hard it makes the hoes harder#heavymedic#red oktoberfest#tf2 medic#tf2 heavy#team fortress 2#tf2#tf2 fanart#team fortress fanart#I fear the tags show that it's 5am as I am posting this
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gravity falls it is good to be back 👁️
#rewatched it recently and im still not over it i fear#my art#art#gravity falls#dipper pines#mabel pines#gravity falls fanart#this is a lil more anime than i am used to but ive been binging mob psycho and the psychicwaves have influenced me
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you opened a door that a kid shouldn't walk through
#bunuart#yes more fear and hunger#who do u think i am#lmao#i love levi#literally died multiple times to get his leg back on my playthrough with o'saa#for no other reason that i felt bad#digital art#artists on tumblr#digital illustration#illustration#fear and hunger#fear and hunger fanart#funger#funger levi#funger termina#termina#fear and hunger termina#i do get tired of typing so many hashtags ty for asking#levi fear and hunger
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